if...!

Pain was there,

But still she smiled,

Held my hand,

N we said Goodbye... my eyes though lied,

... if she could have read my mind...!

Once again... ,

I dinn react..,

Stood beside her,

All feelings, emotions... held in check,

... if she could have read my mind...!

Million memories of her,

Flashed in a split,

Inside i screamed,

Donn leave me darling..!... but not a word,

... if she could have read my mind...!

She turned back to leave,

Her eyes urging...ME,

... to say IT !

N i said it loud and again... but not a word (SHIT..!),

... if she could have read my mind...!

She walked... distance grew,

She was now just an outline... on horizon,

Careless me watched... she was gone,

I should run, but... why ?

..if she was MY... should have read my mind...!

Now i contemplate in cloud of smoke,

I shud hav ran, i shud hav screamed...

Shud hav streached my hand...

And said IT ... while i can,

...if i dinn hear to careless me...

...if i had the heart...

...if i had.. read her mind...!